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Panic Attacks WTF!!!

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 23, 2009, 5:36 PM


I just realized something that has been so obvious for so long but I never even noticed it until today.I realized that I get panic attacks :( when I'm around a lot of people like at a store or somewhere were it is crowded which explains why I dread going to the mall or shopping for that matter (yes I know I'm a girl and I hate shopping). I never noticed because I never got it so bad until yesterday when I was at the swap meet ( the swap meet is awesome :) ). I felt like I was going crazy, I wanted to run and start screaming, I was shaking even though no one could tell that I was,I felt dizzy and unsteady,I also felt light-headed, and not to mention my heart was beating so fast that it started to hurt like a Bitch!!! I even wanted to choke people just to get them to move away from me ugh wow yesterday was horrible but on the bright side I got new clothes :) So I'm going to stop ranting now and stop wasting your time. I hope that you all had a great day :blowkiss: I know I had a great day for once in my life yay :woohoo:


  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Frozen by Celldweller
  • Reading: City of Bones by Cassandra Clare
  • Watching: My life go by way to fast
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water

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:icon100077:
No prob I love the pic you did a great job on it =D

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:stab:I don't want to commit suicide I just want to commit a homicide:stab:
:icon100077:
you're welcome you did an amazing job on the pic :)

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Life Is A Bitch If It Were A Slut It Would Be Easy:evillaugh:

Sometimes Love Means Letting Go When You Want To Hold On Tighter :tighthug:

:stab:I don't want to commit suicide I just want to commit a homicide:stab:
:iconsubstitutesadist:
thank you very much for the favorite:heart:

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:icon100077:
no prob :)

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Life Is A Bitch If It Were A Slut It Would Be Easy:evillaugh:

Sometimes Love Means Letting Go When You Want To Hold On Tighter :tighthug:

:stab:I don't want to commit suicide I just want to commit a homicide:stab:
:iconqueen-of-the-idiots:
Thanks for the fave!

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:icon100077:
no prob =D

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Life Is A Bitch If It Were A Slut It Would Be Easy:evillaugh:

Sometimes Love Means Letting Go When You Want To Hold On Tighter :tighthug:

:stab:I don't want to commit suicide I just want to commit a homicide:stab:
:icon400361:
thanks for the add

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:icon100077:
No prob thanks for all the fav's =D

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Life Is A Bitch If It Were A Slut It Would Be Easy:evillaugh:

Sometimes Love Means Letting Go When You Want To Hold On Tighter :tighthug:

:stab:I don't want to commit suicide I just want to commit a homicide:stab:

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